journalman's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Damned if I Do, Damned if I Don't Ever have one of those days where you're not sure which way is up and which is down? I am not at work today... and after my fit about written deliverables yesterday, the people there are annoyed with me. I'm sure I could have gone in. I was up this morning... I was awake and out of bed, but I didn't find the energy to make it in. It reminds me of a bad core class in college... I'm registered, there's a seat for me, but I can't get around my own disinterest to actually make the trek. So I took the time to write out all the reasons I'm frustrated and I sent it to my boss (dad). It's a significant e-mail... and if I were actually there, he wouldn't have time to read and process everything without immediately discussing it with me. But he does need to ruminate... so maybe it IS a good thing that I didn't go in today. Anybody? Which way is up here? Down? And that's just work. The locations of up and down baffle me elsewhere today, as well. But I can't talk about them. Moreover, I won't. I can admit to being incredibly happy and validated. I'll also admit to being confused and even a fair amount of concerned. Add to that a dash of kicking myself, and you pretty much have my mindset today. Wow. She's so beautiful. 2:04 p.m. - 2006-08-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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